John arrives
at the empty city in the evening,
everything is dark, he parks his car so its headlights shine onto the buildings,
the engine rattles and dies, we hear a door slam, he ventures forward, his
shadow precedes him, etc., etc., we point this out to alleviate any doubts
as to his intentions, we intend to be transparent in our clarity, the city
is empty but it is populated by wraiths, or what we shall call wraiths, one
leans against a wall, she is of medium height, slender, rounded buttocks,
the usual erotic accouterments, longish legs encased in hose, sleekness, yes,
silkiness, a delicious smoothness created by the nylon sheathing, encorsetted
waist, shoes with heels of an improbable height, her shadow with the sweep
of headlights stretching and compacting along the wall where she leans, John's
arrival noted and then dismissed, clearly he will be of little interest to
her, we cannot say just what she is doing here, lingering provocatively against
the wall, or what significance she will have in the story which follows, we
see another face, however, wraith-like behind glass, though perhaps not a
wraith at all, John does not notice this face, he is a young man beset with
the distractions of youth and rather innocent, although he will remain neither
young nor innocent, like all of us he will become decrepit, he will creak
and groan, joints will become stiff, skin brittle, internal organs erratic,
we ourselves speak from this pinnacle of achievement: we are ancient, primeval,
as eroded as prehistory, archeological, fossilized, a reliquary of abandoned
tombs and ossified bones: flesh, what flesh we have, lies haggard: blood,
thickened, pushes through ropes of veins: in the context of this story our
ages will be a constant counterpoint, there is a kind of harmony to this,
a metronomic ticking. But enough: we speak of John: a young man of the usual
carnality, a certain height, slimness, not ugly, not stupid, not many things,
embryonic, a restless man with a certain fixity of purpose, we shall get to
this fixity later, he stands in the headlights of his now quiet car, the empty
city before him, caverns of streets, concrete, marble, lintels, windows, doorways,
dark recesses, alleys, a city bereft of life, this is a dream of course, a
nightscape of impulses firing electrically in his brain, we don’t wish
to be deceptive here, he is dreaming, he will awaken and forget all of it—he
will forget, we shall not—and resume his quotidian life beyond our purview
and indeed beyond our interest....
An
excerpt from the new opening of "Evidence of a Lost City,"
a new novel/video by D.N. Stuefloten.
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